A Change of Heart

I let yesterday's failings get the best of me & like a volcano I exploded. If there's one thing I know about being Christian, being a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latterday Saints, being the oldest of five kids, being single, being a woman, being a fighter and many other titles and labels I've gained from others or I've given myself. One thing I know for sure from all of those mantles I feel I've been held responsible for is that one I fall. I fall hard, I'm hard on myself & I receive things hard. So when the uzing of hot lava feelings of anger & disappointment erupt I end up being very angry. So lately working out w/a variety of sisters have kept me up. So here's my VLog to my stress relief.

No matter how down I get I remember everything happens for a reason. Which then translates into action to do better

moment to moment. Pls find your change of heart through these websites that I know will help you to being less Ugly in attitude.

www.lds.org

www.rehabtime.org

www.trentshelton.com    

Festival of Colors

A couple of weeks ago my sis crystal & I went to Spanish Fork to attend the festival of colors for the first time.

Be warned we met some lady named Poojah who posing as an indie doctor. So dont fret I think

she was just excited to be at the festival to say the least.

Anyway this is our testament about "Catching Dreams"Cheeewhoo

Don't forget to check out these websites

www.lds.org

Www.rehabtime.org

                                        www.trentshelton.com                                           www.OVRadio.com

Who's that girl?

All I can say is that change is good and attainable for every and anybody.
No matter what time you decide to jump into the game we call life. Not a surprise to most of you and that's cool. But here's more on "Who's that girl." Be inspired to inspire others
and don't forget to log onto the following. It will change your life if
you let God.

WWW.lds.org
WWW.trentshelton.com
WWW.rehabtime.org

Don't GET RAPED! Protect U!!

YESTERDAY was a wake up call for me. I consider myself tough.But I know better so IM going to do better. No working out alone. DONT DO IT!

See my heart not my past-Rehab Time

That quote is copyrighted by CEO Trent Shelton. Here's my first Video Blog ever explaining more on his company.

WWW.trentshelton.com
WWW.rehabtime.org

Here's my link to this blog
and if you have questions about The Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day Saints their website is included.

Overland23.blogspot.com
WWW.lds.org

Sonya Sotomayor

Our USA supreme court justice Sonya Sotomayor was recently asked "What would she want to continue to do for the rest of her life, her book tour or to return to being a supreme court justice for our country?" Her simple reply was "Though this "Cinderella" book tour has been great she would love to return to being a supreme court justice again." And she goes on to state like a fish seeking to fit a pond. Working for the people in this country she feels like that very fish who's found her pond and place in government.

While listening to her story of growing up in the Bronx & reaching her current position in life. A position that brings her deserved respect and a platform to inspire the masses. I couldn't help but to think serveral things.
One of the most important thoughts, would be that we all have a place to fullfill in our fellow men's lives. Our birth into this fast changing world isn't that we come here to fail.
But that we come here to learn our true calling and use that knowledge to serve the world.

Like Ms. Sotomayor expresses,
"NOBODY! ain't ANYBODY can make it anywhere in the world alone!"You could travel to the moon and back, thinking you got there on your own strength. But reality will prove it took a
team of people to assist you in reaching your life accomplishments. Even its travelling to the moon or if it be different goals.
Because NOBODY! Ain't NOBODY! can or should feel they have to go through this world feeling alone to reaching their goals..

And that's why I feel it's so necessary to write more,express more and to reach outside
of my comfort zone through my writing.
I don't know if I'll feel like Ms. Sotomayor
at the of this more focused journey I'm beginning to embark. And if it will lead me to my own pond of fullfillment. But when asked by my cousin Justin Sua "What would I like my readers to gain from my blog posts?" My response is if my experiences, hopes and opinions can improve or save a life. Then that's my drive to keep sharing in hopes I will reach my life's pond.
Then promising I will Pay it forward to bettering our quality of life as a team!

Break Through

After about a month & a half of working on recreating myself, searching for my true meaning, purpose and calling. Spending lots of time picking out the weeds in my personality, habits and "energy sucking" associations out of my life.
Today I feel like I'm finally braking good ground within my safe haven. Planting new goals, letting go of
spoiled soil and allowing three vital components into my life's garden..
First the Sun/Son, the physical sun that gives me the warmth I need in my home. In order to chase out the darkness of compliants& discouragement.
Of course to allow more love to grow within the walls of my home.
Which then energizes my desire to let the Son of God, even Jesus Christ control of my choices more presently. Meaning taking the opportunity to let him lead & counsel me, instead of the opposite where my fia poko self tries to interrupt his guidance..
And by doing things his way & living in this manne. God has led me to my second point.
He being all knowing & fully aware I couldnt plant & cultivate
my life's garden alone.
He sent special gardener's to prove me
& help me that I wouldn't be slothful in my work.
My mother Florence Sua & brother King Tui to nurture the seeds

Ive planted. By drinking up God's word through constant prayer,
family & personal studies. My siblings Teuila, Roy & Rocky by
serving them when its needed. Teaching me what I sow will be
what I reap. And while toiling between planting, drinking
from God's living waters and nurturing my life's garden.
Im especially grateful to have broke this new ground
with brother's and sister's who are my fellow gardener's.
Who knows exactly what & how much they mean to me without
me having to mention them by name.
I am inspired by them & without their encouragement
I know I wouldnt have arrived right here.
Which is at peace w/who I was, happy with who I am becoming
and like prophet moses in the book of Exdous in the old
testament I am beginning to trust Heavenly Father
more that I am capable to truly live my potential.
And if that's not considered productive break throughs?
I dont know what it could be. Please share your comments
and tell me what & how you handle breaking through your
life challenges that get you stuck.
Would love to hear from you.