Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Every quote I'll ever post will be a constant reminder of exactly of why I love them. And like these last couple of days I've been a bit obsessed w/them. Along with blogging my life away which has seemed to be every second of the last 48 hours. Anyway I came across the quote above while blog stalking a few worthy blogs. And I'd have to say that's probably why I can't stop writing. With all the changes that have occurred in the last couple of weeks. I've been a recording psycho. So in my present situtation this is my book. While writing it enjoying the journey along the way.
I've been trying to pin point why I've been sooooo moody & not wanting to do anything. Especially things that could easily avoid arguments. Then it dawn on me it's because I haven't been doing the simple/basic things. And when I have it hasn't been whole heartedly for anyone but with a ME! ME! ME! attitude.. OH PLEASE don't say these are signs of a mid-life crisis! I'll just die if it is! simply rollover & drop dead right here! And die but don't you faithful readers fret. I'm not going inactive in the gospel. But like Monica the singer. " It's just been one of them days but in this case feels like weeks."lol omg that was dramatic wasn't it? hahaha But seriously that's how I've been feeling lately..
ok so here's my solution to this new week's goals! And in getting myself out of this self-absorbed state of feeling & mind.
1. I'm going to offer more meaningful prayers for others not just myself..
2. I'm not going to overstress or analyze who I'm going to marry. But rather I'm going to trust in the Lord more about the matter. And who he's preparing for me w/out a doubt.
*married ppl & involved couples don't judge me*LoL
(You didn't settle for just any random joe off the streets so why should I)
~food for thought before you refer me to any type of dating techniques or sites~
Like I tell my aiga esp my dad. "I want a somebody not just an anybody even if I end up w/nobody."
A qualified spirited man w/substance & quality is what I'm after :)
Last but not least I'm going to
3. Choose a new ward already/To receive a calling & get to the Temple
I must go 'til he comes. Give 'til I drop. Preach 'til all know. And work 'til he stops me and when he returns for his own he will have no problem recognizing me. My
banner will be clear.