Your attitude is ugly, the way you feel is ugly when you look at other people to you their ugly..lol Flipped onto you, while looking in the mirror, you knit pick at every form of yourself & think
"OH MY GOODNESS GET OVER YOURSELF & STOP BEING SO ANGRY or UGLY SPIRITED." Have you felt like that ever?
Well last night after going out with my sisters, Carol Ulugia,Tiare Scott, Sela Tukuafu and Kayleen Taulanga and venting my life away. I came to a couple of conclusions about myself. One I need to prioritize better and place the most important things first. And two, I need to loosen up about how I perceive my present circumstances. Thoughts kept flowing in non-stop once I came to those conclusions. .
Meaning moving forward happily, not in a manner to plot out revenage or harm on that person. :)
Leading to my following thoughts;
"I can't control anyone but myself and so don't get upset when people are on their own schedules, I'm not their mother nor should I ever try to be at any time."
People are always going to do what they want to do. So nothing or no one can be forced to change.Because all they'll continue to do is flake out or not show up. With a bunch of lame excuses.
Then todays thoughts, that graciously got me through my recent rage.lol
Was a needed thought, given by my friend John Siafega. Over facebook which read
"The most beautiful people are the most sensitive."
For such a long time in my life "sensitivity" has always been looked at as being weak or whiney." Kind of negative notion as to say "Stop being so sensitive, I was just joking. When in reality that joke had a lot of truth to it. And how a person was feeling or has been feeling. However didn't have the courage to say it straight forward. Because they didn't know how to approach you. So they in my opinion "cowardly" dressed it up in a joke.
Which is so dumb to me and why you rarely see me joke about people. Because I either tell them straight or I figure whatever was bothering me isn't worth holding onto & I let it go.
So as I was in my "Ugly state of mind,spirit & existence" in the last little while. That simple facebook status really helped me to start off this morning happier than I was yesterday.